Saturday, June 15, 2013

Proper Placement






PROPER PLACEMENT

by

Anthonystjoseph
 

     As an extremely passionate person I just cannot seem to control my heart on certain levels.  When it comes to the romantic chambers of my heart I am just led.  Unfortunately, on more than one occasion I have been led in the wrong direction and placed my emotions in the wrong place.  There have been occasions when my heart will just jump into my eyeballs and drag their viewing to a certain person and say, “THAT’S IT”.  My mind will be screaming in the far off distance where it has been sequestered and held captive by my heart and its minions, “no, that’s not it”. 

     Sometimes it gets to the point where it’s too late.  My heart has dragged me knee deep into a personal relationship where I am fully involved and invested and totally committed on all levels spiritually and otherwise to an unhealthy relationship…  My mind having been held captive far too long, only given water and bread, is barely able to voice its concern… Every now and then my mind will gather up enough energy to speak out and say, “told you so”, with the occasional “idiot” gasped out in complete resignation to the strength and imprisonment of my hearts needs and desires.

     Eventually the relationship ends as it should have never started and my heart still continues to fight its losing battle…  My heart can’t walk past a phone or have a silent moment without saying things like, “CALL”, “they want you to CALL”.  My mind, having been released from captivity and getting regular meals and regular workouts has regained its strength at this point and says, “Don’t even THINK IT!”

     I am one day going to get my heart and my mind to get their talking points together and sit down and have some settlement talks on this issue because I am tired of being divided.  I am tired of falling in love with the wrong person.  I just can’t control that heart of mine…  It wants what it wants.  Some folks don’t have the same kind of heart and they can turn it off, or even sometimes having never turned it on, they can walk away unharmed.  Love feels like crap when they don’t care about you but you on the other hand have to fight calling them every day.  Note to self: ‘Proper Placement’.

By

Anthonysjtoseph

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Wednesday, June 12, 2013

Lawyers




 

LAWYERS

by

Anthonystjoseph


     As a young man determining a future career I always considered becoming a lawyer but felt that I was too passionate for the frequently common occurrences of injustices that occur in today’s legal system.  I considered the profession because it was a place where I could exercise my need to help the meek and overwhelmed.  If you are familiar with my stories then you know my passion tends to want to make things better…  One large problem with becoming a lawyer is the company one would have to keep as in some of the other lawyers.  As a lawyer one can be a great thinker who methodically processes the laws of legislature combined with the laws of mankind while being largely seasoned with the laws of nature.  The problem with some lawyers and the legal system as a whole is that you have renegade lawyers and judges who just feel that they know what is right when in fact, they don’t.  These particular lawyers are as blind to the laws they are upholding as the Statue of Justice they put in legal halls. The Statue of Justice is blinded by the blindfold that they put on.

     What solidified my decision to not enter the law, a decision I do regret, was a movie I saw in my earlier decision making years called, ‘And Justice for All’.  In this movie a judge knowingly and frivolously leaves a man in prison for a broken tail light over a technicality.  The young man eventually takes his own life in prison over the injustice he can no longer gather the need to live through.  Although this situation was hypothetical, I arose from the television knowing it does happen and that I myself could probably end up in prison if I witnessed a judge do such actions to one of my clients.  I had to pass on the law for my own safety.  I decided to take the same blindfold the statue was wearing and pass. 

     I later met a woman who came to call herself my stepmom as I lovingly refer to her as my stepmother who happened to be an attorney herself.  I was once in a car with this attorney stepmother and she absolutely lost her mind and went completely off her rocker.  She went completely ballistic and pulled an all out Anthonystjoseph.  She started yelling, just like me.  She started foaming at the mouth, just like me.  She started making sense, just like me.  She didn’t care what you thought, just like me.  She was completely passionate about her stance; JUST LIKE ME!  Dang!  Maybe I could have been a lawyer?  No, my decision was correct; my stepmother was pulling a temporary Anthonystjoseph while I’m living a permanent Anthonystjoseph…

     Just recently, a judge named Kathleen McHugh in a Florida court sentenced an athlete to THIRTY days in jail for patting his lawyer on the rear end when he was prompted by her and asked how the he felt about his lawyer.  The said athlete was in court over a domestic violence case which is a very serious topic and should be taken very seriously indeed but an at-a-boy butt slap to his attorney is not an offense warranting jail time by any means of the law.  In her sentencing of this athlete to thirty days in jail for the ‘at-a-boy’, it says more about Judge Kathleen McHugh then it does the defendant or the offense.  When a judge or lawyer makes the law or their decisions about them and not the law then that judge or lawyer has clearly lost their way and should permanently leave the courtroom and put on a blindfold to practicing the law because they are committing malpractice in a gross way. 

     Generally, when a gross injustice is handed out publicly in the legal system the wagons are circled and all the legal practitioners involved say nothing.  In this Florida ‘thirty day’ sentence of incarceration for an at-a-boy butt tap, the case has become different.  Florida Attorney General Pam Bondi has publicly stated that Judge Kathleen McHugh’s actions shed more of a light on Judge McHugh’s ‘Judicial Temperament’ then the subject matter that was before the court.  I would like to personally go on record stating that Pam Bondi is a lighthouse in the den of blindfold producing practitioners of the law.  Legal practitioners like Judge Kathleen McHugh should be tarred and feathered and run out of the courtroom and away from traumatizing people’s lives due to their own personal issues, agendas, wants, and desires.  As a judge or lawyer you are there to think, appraise, deliberate, and decide in a thoughtful manner devoid of your personal baggage.  Where is my blindfold?

     And by the way, the Statue of Justice would like to thank you for blindfolding her to the atrocities that are committed in her name in your walls of so called justice.

By

Anthonystjoseph

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Sunday, June 9, 2013

Stallion




STALLION

by

Anthonystjoseph

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I’m like that lone wild stallion

Riding the plains alone

Refusing to be broken

Maintaining my original home

of me

~~~

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Thursday, June 6, 2013

Souls Sail






 
SOULS SAIL

by

Anthonystjoseph

~~~

Bodies Die, Souls move on

Bodies Fail, Souls learn

Bodies Die, Souls move on

Bodies Fail, Souls Sail

~~~ 

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Monday, June 3, 2013

To Be Or Not To Be





 
TO BE OR NOT TO BE

by

Anthonystjoseph


“If the bee disappeared off the surface of the globe then man would only have four years of life left.”

~Albert Einstein

     Sounds like we would no longer ‘Be’…  I met someone a while ago who was mad that I was not being all that I could be…  This someone slapped me around spiritually and made my soul cry…  I chose to BE!

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Anthonystjoseph

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Saturday, June 1, 2013

You Do Me First




YOU DO ME FIRST

by

Anthonystjoseph
 

     So let me get this straight…  You’ve heard the old tried and true method of the selfish ones?  The ones who always say ‘You first’ when it comes to trust and giving.  They are generally wounded souls who have had trust yanked from their being at an earlier stage in life or they could just be selfish souls who have decided to never give anything for nothing.  Either way you’re dealing with a harsh, unfair, and unyielding negotiator. 

     So what we as human souls are dealing with in God, who himself wants us to prove ourselves worthy before he reveals his kingdom and all his glory, is ANOTHER ‘you do me first’ kind of individual.  Are you kidding me! Have you met these ‘you do me first’ people?  They are not the kind of folks I would have running things. 

     So me being who I AM and not willing to bow down to anybody or anything from a very early age, I told God, “SO!  NO!  YOU DO ME FIRST!”  My maternal grandmother would often call me ‘So’ as a child because even she knew I didn’t take to any kind of threats at all… I would just say, ‘So’ to all of her threats.  “No Dinner”, “So”; “No play”, “So”… “So, so, so…”  You couldn’t make me do anything if I didn’t want too.  I considered it early training and I think so did she.

     So you know what God did when I told him, “YOU do ME first”?  That big ‘good for everything’, ‘high-down son-of-a-gun’ said “Okay”.  All of a sudden He snatched me up by my ankles and shook me all around upside down and was saying things like, “I’m going FIRST, I’m going FIRST rookie!”, (shake, shake) “Is this good for you!”, (shake) “Yeah, Mister Pick & Choose”, (shake) “I’m getting so sick (shake) and tired (shake) of your mouth (shake)”…  Then he threw me down on a strange road in San Diego.  Then he trailed off saying, “You better start doing what I tell you to do too!  I didn’t send you down here for nothing!  Pick THAT!  Choose THAT!”  I couldn’t really say ‘so’ after that.  I was left a little confused to be quite honest with you…  I had to go home and lick my wounds to be completely honest.  He won that one.  I’m going to give that one to Him.

     So you can be like me and tell God what the selfish and untrusting tell many and say, “You do me first”, but I have to warn you…  Not too many can survive the SHAKE!  Yes, I survived!  I heard you.  I’m just a little rattled, that’s all.

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Anthonystjoseph

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